14 Days

Day #1

It's the afternoon. I'm doing better than I expected. I woke up today and my morning habit to check Facebook was still there of course. I didn't. I was actually prodcutive. Revised for my exam (which I totally rocked btw!) aaaaaand did normal people morning things. I think I'm doing pretty well for the first day. I'm starting to look at things other than the laptop screen and my phone!! I set up a working space which looks pretty coooool. I like the couch there best though :3

Awh yea.

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Day #2

The DREAMS!! I went to sleep yesterday, away from my phone, laptop, or any connection to the outer world. It felt soothing. My mind was at rest. I fell asleep and it started. I started having this reccurring dream RECCURRING IN THE SAME NIGHT. It was like electronic music; kept repeating the same annoying short rhythm. I kept seeing the facebook page I had been used to looking at THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY. I actually updated my page every 5-10 minutes per 24 hours. People who had me as a "friend" there would know. 

After I woke up. I felt the need to open the Facebook page. I had nothing to open. My account is gone. That calmed me down. It's more like when you break this really precious vase but can't do anything about it because it's already broken. Yay. I spent the day in peace... Not stalking people, seeing what they're doing, commenting on silly stuff, browsing through pages, looking at ads, none of that! I read a book, I drank some tea, watched THE VOICE, texted a friend in the States, aaaaaand actually had a conversation with a family member. That was cool. I like it!

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Day #3
Noooooo!!! I realized that I have some data that was only available on my Facebook account. So, guess what!! I had to log in so I could download all that data... I found myself checking notifications and browsing through friends' profiles... NOO! I planned to finish my homework assignments for Monday.. Facebook drugs ruined the daaaay! Damn it...

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  Day #4,5
 
I haven't had time to write yesterday. I'm actually doing my homework assignments. I don't miss facebook at all, so far. It's 12 AM and I just woke up from a long nap .__. Everything feels weird. I woke up, walked to the kitchen, ate an olive, and went back to bed. I feel blank... BLANK. I don't feel like having any human contact either. Everyone seems so.. fake.. and it also feels like I'm taken for granted somehow. If I cut off all online communication I don't think anyone of those 'close' people would even try to talk to me. Or maybe they would. I don't know. It's just one of those times I overthink I guess. Overthinking is not always bad, I do it to let all thoughts out and then be comfortable. Hmm.. I'll go on.. I've learned being labeled as a "friend" doesn't really make anyone an actual friend.. People have to try, to make an effort, to actually make me feel that HEY I'M HERE, to not take me or what I do for them for granted, and to actually keep that relation alive. Otherwise, it's just some boring, cliché interaction that I wouldn't really label as friendship or whatnot. It bores me, not in a sense that "I'M BORED I HAVE NOTHING TO DO" because I do have a lot to do, but in a sense that "Things have reached a point of losing meaning or effect". Oh well, overthinking ends here... Or is it just thinking ._. ? No idea. I'm going back to bed now. Tomorrow is another day - as they say. Byebye!
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Day #6,7,8, &9
Wow!! I haven't written anything in 4 days!! Let's see.. I haven't even thought about facebook at all! I've been doing other business like practicing my Piano skills and reading. My social interactions have decreased by A LOT which kind of reflects how unreal the social interaction was on Facebook. I hung out with some uni friends yesterday though. Twas cool. Yupp! Also, I'm going on a Trip to Tunisia from the 25th till the 29th and I'll be making transit stop in Paris :) I'll make sure to put some pictures here!! Gotta run. Ciao!
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Day #10 & 11
Procrastina... I'll finish it later. Jesus! I've been putting off homework the whole weekend so I was stuck doing it this Sunday evening. It was finally done but I think the gods of plagiarism are angry at me. I spent the past 2 days covering songs and cooking. Yay. Itsy bitsy yellow ant lalala. I don't have much to write! Forgiiiive me readers D: By the way, for those who asked me, yes I'm a cat person! weeeeeeee. kéts are coo.

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Day #12 & 13
That moment when you unfold your socks and each of them is of a different pair. Gah. Haha 1st world problems. Well, I woke up early today in order to rush to the embassy get my Visa to visit Tunis :D ! The lady there is incredibly nice, came back home, and had lunch. As for yesterday, I gave my first piano lesson to an 8 year old! Jesus she's got a lot of energy it's exhausting!! There's one day leeeeefffffffttt and my facebook will be gone. BAM. (Well of course the info would still be on a server somewhere.. ohwell) ! baibai